Dear Aaron,
I love you. You're so freaking hott. But thats not all I love.
I love your sweet crooked smile, when you wink at me in class I melt. Instantly.
YOure so sweet, witty and funny. I love to just be around you. Your charisma is amazing. Everytime our skin brushes in the hallways or you poke me being silly, I want to stay there. I want to die in that instant. When I'm with you the real smiles come out. I am able to pack the powdered mask away. And forget the world that hates me but is waiting for me at..."home." Youve helpled me so much, youve saved my life. I love talking to you, joking with you, learning with you. Even our pointless convos have meanings. You mean the world to me. But you also have a cruel side. A side where you think youre above me...a hateful side. I would love to tell you this but actually I'm scared of the rejection. Of the pain that WILL inevitably fallow. I love you I need you, I want you in my life. I know you like me...so come down to my level. Stop hurting and rejecting me. Think of the life we could have together? Not perfect, but undoubtly incredible. Not perfect, but the next best thing.
I love you.
~Is it really that anonymous?
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